Antara Impian Diri dan Keluarga
Assalamualaikum and hi~ hee tiba2 rasa nak blogging balik. Last entri haritu tentang my choices after asasi life kan... Well, here I am to tell you about my result.
Sadly I didn't past the interview for dietitics program. But, I don't feel devastated at all! Probably a little, but lama2 cuti duduk rumah after habis asasi haritu, I feel like I understand myself better. I feel like I don't fit the job that involves hospitality or services to others. I must admit I have weak communication skill. You know what, I got my 3rd choice which is Bachelor of Food Science & Technology (FoodTech) with Honours! I didn't expect to get that at all, sebab course ni hot selling jugak among my ASPER friends. Ramai yg letak 1st/2nd choice sbbtu I tak expect boleh dapat. But Allah knows what's best for me ^_^.
Tapi...hahah from tajuk entri ni you guys boleh figure out kot. My parents' reaction. Ni yang aku nak luahkan untuk entri kalini.
To be honest I don't really have a dream job. Minat pulak selalu berubah. Eg: when I was f4/f5 camtu I was so eager to be a doctor, because I want to help people secara terus. The feeling when you successfully treat a patient...but during ASPER life, I learnt about keupayaan. I learnt that minat je tanpa keupayaan won't work. I cannot handle a huge amount of stress, even til now, I'm still trying little by little ways to cope with my stress. From that point I've set a new life's resolution -to enjoy the present. I don't want to think about what I want to be or where I should be working etc. I just want to live.
But of course parents mana je yang tak marah bila anak dia kata taktau nak jadi apa 😂. So long story short, my parents suggest me to masuk swasta and just take med/vet/pharmacy because FoodTech is too industrial for her daughter. The thing is, I reaaally have the passion to travel the world, to see & experience things I haven't get to, and currently I'm in love with Japan. I even consider to live there (especially since our country is crumbling by our own g0v3rnm3nt). I have this dream since hujung tahun lepas. SubhanaAllah that hears my heart, I feel like course FoodTech ni is the best path towards my dream, since Japan is very maju in terms of technology.
My parents want me to pursue hospital related course, but I want to go to Japan. Kalau nak cakap in terms of subjects, I don't mind both -I love biology, but I don't like the feeling of being confined, while for FoodTech, I feel like I'm going to enjoy it because I can apply something that I learnt, and can see & feel the application with my own.
Currently I'm having dilemma between Biomed and FoodTech. Terfikir an option to take Biomed if nak ikut kehendak parents. I'm going to write my thoughts between these two on my next entry. Nantikan!